One of my favorite comedians (and the only one I’ve paid to see live) is Steven Wright.  His deadpan delivery and observational humor were a combination no other comedian could do like him.  One of his lines is: “You know when you’re sitting on a chair, and you lean back so you’re just on two legs and you lean too far so you almost fall over but at the last second you catch yourself? I feel like that all the time…”  He has a bit of a bizarre personality, so you’re tempted to believe him.

In that moment, we feel a sense of danger.  We’re convinced that we’re going to fall.  That the chair isn’t going to what we expect it to do and what it’s designed to do – support us.  In other words, we lose faith in the chair and that feeling of doubt shocks us into catching ourselves.  However, it was our faith in the chair that gives us the confidence to sit on it in the first place, and our misuse of the chair that almost made us fall.

See, the purpose of a chair is not to make us believe it is strong enough for us to sit on, but to give us a place to sit when we need it, when we use it correctly.  A chair doesn’t exist to generate an abstract, unused faith, but it exists to provide a specific benefit when we exercise our faith in it.  It serves a specific need, but it won’t fill that need if we don’t trust it.  Mere faith in a chair gives us no benefit.

In some ways, our relationship with God is like this.  When we believe in Him, we can have a purpose and meaning to our lives because we understand our origin and destiny.  We can know we aren’t accidents that nobody cares about, but that we are created, loved, beings.  However, we may live like we’re constantly at that place where we feel like we’re going to fall backwards if we don’t trust God enough to do what we were designed to do – which is to love Him and to love our fellow man.

The purpose of our faith in God isn’t to make us only believe that He can give our lives direction and meaning, but our faith exists to enable us to trust Him when He tells us that the way He designed for us to live is actually the way we should live.  We can feel secure living our lives to glorify Him not because we have an abstract, unused faith, but because we decide to actually live our lives to glorify Him.

When we feel like we’re going to fall spiritually, we may actually be feeling that way because we’re not exercising our faith as we’re supposed to.  We may need to ask God where we aren’t living out our trust in Him, and He may show us the right path where we can feel (and actually be) secure.  But we need to decide to walk on that path, otherwise our faith has little benefit.

So, you know when you’re sitting on a chair (on all 4 legs), and you are fully trusting the chair to support you? You can feel like that all the time…but it takes some faith, maybe repentance, and maybe even effort.